Good friends…
If nothing else comes of this trip, at least I know I have good friends.
They’re all horrified with me currently, & quite vocal about it. I love them for that.
I’m just sure it’s something I need to do.
I’m scared that Shawn is right… If anything does happen, I’ll be too stubborn to reach out. He have me down, or what? Hehe
Still… The more they try to talk sense in to me though, the more I plant my feet. Makes me wonder how much is my obstinence, & how much my true desire. Tied into it is the surety that I have to make a decision & stick to it, not due to my stubborness, but my lack of ¿initiative?.
– Sent from my Palm Prē